Today went to zezinho's place

and watched Kay's Concert

Never liked Kay, but never disliked kay

But today was the first day I seriously looked at the lyrics of some songs

and a few songs striked me a bit

made me think on my situation now

something very interesting

whenever ur depressed or sad,

there is always a song that can represent ur situation

I'm soon goin back to melbourne

I hope everything will be alrite with me there

The show will run smoothly

I will study hard, and not think on other things, I hope

Will miss my frds in Macau

Thx all for giving me all the advice,

supporting me! I love u all

deliberatly or not, I had the chance to read it

I'm totally speachless

I do believe, as long as you're happy, I will be happy

Therefore, I think there is nothing much I can do now

the only thing I can do,

is to wish you all the best

Let time lead me back to normal

I'm used to it anyway,

it's not my first time...

take care

EMOTIONS - FELLINGS

Last time when I got into this situation,

Nothing happened to me.

Just a simple problem between my frd's and their partner,

would have caused irritation and depression on me.

Imagine this time, when in fact, something not good is happening to me

I know I shouldn't take these pills now,

But I just can't help. Watever.

I don't care whether I will get depressed or not,

or whether my emotions will go up and down or not,

coz I'm already depressed.

In fact, I'm really sad.

Really really sad.

It hurt.

I personally don't wanna stay home.

I know, staying home gives me more room to think,

and that means I'll get even worse.

 But at the same time, I want to stay home,

coz I want to be online, waiting for you.

I stayed one day home, and I didn't see you.

I'm afraid you are already avoiding me.

Am I thinking too much?

Is it just effects of the pills?

or is it what?

I dono. Im confused. It's complicated.

Worse comes to worse,

I'll be bt myself again, which is no big deal.

Just that, I don't want to give up something that i like.

I won't actually give up.

But this time, is really out of my control.

There is nothing i can do.

"Nobody knows, nobody knows that I sometimes cry..."

You tell me to forget.

But how am I supposed to forget?!

If there is a way to make someone forget,

you would have forgotten about someone else already

and we wouldn't be in such pain now.

but there is nothing we both can do now.

Take it slowly, and we will be fine, I believe

你唔理我啦

我唔知自己可以做D 乜

點解會咁?! 360度唔同晒

真係好唔開心