DridRi1987's Xanga

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Sun, 12 Jul 2009 15:24:13 GMT

Today went to zezinho's place

and watched Kay's Concert

Never liked Kay, but never disliked kay

But today was the first day I seriously looked at the lyrics of some songs

and a few songs striked me a bit

made me think on my situation now

something very interesting

whenever ur depressed or sad,

there is always a song that can represent ur situation

I'm soon goin back to melbourne

I hope everything will be alrite with me there

The show will run smoothly

I will study hard, and not think on other things, I hope

Will miss my frds in Macau

Thx all for giving me all the advice,

supporting me! I love u all

Thursday, July 09, 2009

Thu, 09 Jul 2009 16:48:28 GMT

deliberatly or not, I had the chance to read it

I'm totally speachless

I do believe, as long as you're happy, I will be happy

Therefore, I think there is nothing much I can do now

the only thing I can do,

is to wish you all the best

Let time lead me back to normal

I'm used to it anyway,

it's not my first time...

take care

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

Tue, 07 Jul 2009 02:18:11 GMT

EMOTIONS - FELLINGS

Last time when I got into this situation,

Nothing happened to me.

Just a simple problem between my frd's and their partner,

would have caused irritation and depression on me.

Imagine this time, when in fact, something not good is happening to me

I know I shouldn't take these pills now,

But I just can't help. Watever.

I don't care whether I will get depressed or not,

or whether my emotions will go up and down or not,

coz I'm already depressed.

In fact, I'm really sad.

Really really sad.

It hurt.

I personally don't wanna stay home.

I know, staying home gives me more room to think,

and that means I'll get even worse.

But at the same time, I want to stay home,

coz I want to be online, waiting for you.

I stayed one day home, and I didn't see you.

I'm afraid you are already avoiding me.

Am I thinking too much?

Is it just effects of the pills?

or is it what?

I dono. Im confused. It's complicated.

Worse comes to worse,

I'll be bt myself again, which is no big deal.

Just that, I don't want to give up something that i like.

I won't actually give up.

But this time, is really out of my control.

There is nothing i can do.

"Nobody knows, nobody knows that I sometimes cry..."

Monday, July 06, 2009

Mon, 06 Jul 2009 02:31:54 GMT

You tell me to forget.

But how am I supposed to forget?!

If there is a way to make someone forget,

you would have forgotten about someone else already

and we wouldn't be in such pain now.

but there is nothing we both can do now.

Take it slowly, and we will be fine, I believe

Monday, July 06, 2009

Mon, 06 Jul 2009 01:32:33 GMT

你唔理我啦

我唔知自己可以做D 乜

點解會咁?! 360度唔同晒

真係好唔開心

Thursday, July 02, 2009

Thu, 02 Jul 2009 04:36:09 GMT

今日geh topic: 唔開心

我都知係我身上happen geh 野, 唔會有好

自以為自己係好fortunate,

原本, 又係一次geh failure

我真係開始對呢一樣野冇乜信心啦

不過我still believe, 我仲有機會

因為我feel 到...

如果你唔係care 我, 你唔會咁做

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

Wed, 01 Jul 2009 09:40:18 GMT

The topic today is to say sorry

I'm sorry for being annoying to some of the people who i cherish the most
I do not mean to annoy sometimes... what i wanna do is to care
but if i did too much, i appologize

I would like to say sorry for not have talked to you seriously since i came back
I know I've been busy, too busy indeed. Am sorry if that is the reason.
but u know i care about you, and you know i do want to talk to u.
It's just, i dont know

I tried to call. no one answer.
I really dono what to do.
Probably wait until you talk back to me
I'm really not happy, really not happy
I think i need some alcohol tonite...
Now if possible.

I'm Sorry,

I love you

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Sun, 28 Jun 2009 12:10:59 GMT

Finally in Macau!

It has been really tiring since i started packing to come back to macau

Tidying the house, packing the bags, cleaning the house... gees

then in the airport, this stupid plane was delayed a bit, and made me wait

and I was alone, by myself, bored, nth to do woh... and tired to death

went to the plane, didn't sleep much... couldn't sleep much indeed

lots to think and to concern about.

The first day in Macau, although starts late, at 6PM, but still,

had lots to do:

Shower, Dinner with parents, Find Tina and others, then Karaoke (fei cin party)

Drank drank drank, and these frds are just too much.

Natural high as always

anyways, im really sleepy and i dono what i'm talking la

and i still have to go drink tonite again, i think

I do have a few concerns, but that is how i am.

I always think too much.

There is nothing indeed going on, I know.

Friday, June 26, 2009

Fri, 26 Jun 2009 13:14:15 GMT

開心係心入面出黎

今年都仲係算幾好彩

又slim 左, 又識到好朋友, 又識到你

真係好...

咁又一個sem...

仲有多2個sem 就grad

快 d 快d 快d!

Feeling good now! Love me and love u!

Sunday, April 05, 2009

Sun, 05 Apr 2009 11:47:38 GMT

嘩~~~ 唔知幾耐冇上黎打xanga 啦!!!

估唔到, 要生左個日先會識得上黎打一打野...

今年真係好開心... 最後一年啦... so, 都叫晒d 澳洲geh 好朋友出黎

你地幾個冇黎戈d 話左搵我食飯架... 唔好唔記得呀!

今年好開心, 又去Kura, 又去Sofia

食左好多... 肥死...

咁比心機去diet... 以家又要continue 啦

好想多謝同我講左生日快樂同埋冇唔記得我生日geh人

of course, 同左我一齊過生日, 食左好多wasabi geh 朋友...

都要同你地講好多謝!!!! 太開心啦玩得...

但就早左小小玩完囉...個個都stomachache 啦玩完之後...哈哈~

好啦... 今日開始又要比心機diet + 讀書

今年都要開開心心...大家快快樂樂!!!

受死你地